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| whoa who still uses this hehe. i just remembered i had a xana, so shit i said i'll write in it. i havent written here since like forever and ive been on myspace, but shit oh well,.
Do u hate how much college sux? it reli does, i mean theres no homework, but u have to read like crazy. like in highschool i never read but shit i hate reading, but i guess u gotta go through. fuck anyways
lie is good i guess last year was hell, but i feel like a whole new person, i mean i go to school, I have a job, my own car, im movin out in 2 months to my own place, it couldnt be better, all i want is be out on my own. I know I might not have it better off, as like i do livin at home but the main part is that it'll be good times, if u dont try then it aint never gonna happen. anyways i gotta go
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hey everyopne i know i dissapeared but what can I say life has been goin down the drain so much shit in my life. so much drama, only one good thing has stayed with me,
Well what can I say im pissed with myself I failed, i let myself fail, how did i do it, i dont know but i need to kick myself in the ass, I know when she says it ok, u'll get back there i wanna think what i did was ok, but i know it wasn't and when i talk to people they make me wanna,explode, how stupid could i have been, and to make things, worse i don't know what to do with life, i really don't i wish life could stop for atleast a minute so i can take in its beauty and then let the torments keep coming, hopefully i can forget alll of this and live my life.
Hey there is always a friend here, no matter what even through my life, I'm always there and its ok, im sorry to, u are a friend that i just can't lose, hopefully we'll be in touch soon, maybe it would raise both of are spirits, maybe my situation wont seem as bad, i really want to maybe its cuz i have so much shit on my chest, but if u don't want to thas coo if ur not ready for it i can always wait.
so news up date it has been 1 year and month to be exact, and well its the only thuing that seems to be goin ok, maybe it is true stuff happens for a reaon , welll anyways i may be movi out by the end of the year to beg of next year so, hey ill be on my own and nothin to worry about hopefully, anyways i can't sleep so imma be online for once, so if u wanna talk ill be there, other than that. i'll prob be on more frequently so i can talk to peeps. | | |
| Dang it has been a while since I last bloged here, haha whoa, I went to
go sign in and I almost forgot my password, it's a good thing I use
that one instead of the other one, yes I know it sounds confusing, but
i cant tell u cuz then it'll be just stupid but anyways heres an update
with my life.
Since I last was here I am currently goin to a diffrent school, no I
did not get kicked out, I just graduated mizznatches, so I be going
to . . . . . SFSU! Ya not a big thing Still sad that I could have
gone to st. Marys , but hey when ur latino broke, and well broke theres
no fuckin way u can pay 40,000 to go to school, so instead I pay
nothing, Its all on FAFSA , I'll be going to college for free, not my
first choice, but hey it was around number 4 haha. I'm sure it'll be
fine, I kinda starting to like it, i like the campus, Which is why I
chose it over SJSU, cuz that campus naw...
Oh yea, and hey Im a legal citizen haha ya I am, 18 and Havent done
shit, haha I stil have never bought my lotto ticket, or cigarretes or
porn or nothin, so what is the point of turnin 18, I think I liked it
better when I was younger.haha, and well, 6 months and ya All i gotta
say. Oh yea I know it might be like a month later, but yea, It meant
alot, thanx I hope we can be cool again, cuz really ur a friend I can really use. ohh yea. . .
So ya from the time I got kicked out of the house alot has happened,
well im back if ya didnt know, and well, From the madness my mom was at
to get back at me, for not bein there on easter sunday, she decided to
sell my car without me knowing with alll my stuff in the trunk. yes
that would be my mom. Now i know u ask so y u back? I don know but i
wont be here for long, she says shes sorry but thas kinda hard to
forgive, a mans first car is his prized possesion, its his self esteem
til he can get a better and newer self esteem, she just took mine and
left me there to die, well, is ok I'll remember that and see in the
future.
Well what can I say all happy things must pause right now. My princessa is in Fresno ya she moved to fresno
not very fun but is ok, we be togetha soon, It sux the one girl that
helps me out on my hardest times, The one that has been there for me,
is now in Fresno, I guess I can hold tilll we back, but hey Ill go down
to Fresno visit my princessa, on the train I guess, cuz I dot have a
car, Anybody want to ssell me a car, I'll buy itif its old and beat up
is coo, !!!
So Im confused, ya its sad a month later none of my parents has given
me a gift for graduating and turnin 18. well my mom gave me a choice, I
said i want no choice, I just want my car back, but no she says so ya,
im not sure eihter the BAss I want or an Ipod with its speakers, ahah
hard to think hmm,,, this is tuff, well I have to wait 5 days to get
it, cuz well she said on th 10 I reli want the bass but I have no music
so i want an ipod, hhhmm oh well Ill think about alright latez!!!!!!
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| Sup CAn't believe it one more week and Im free!!!! one more week and I
graduate to go on to more schoo.ing woohoo!! what BS haha to get
excited for more, hehe. BUt hey even better news, 2 more weeks and I be
Legal, aaahhh watch out now, turnin 18. So ya i be havin a party
want it big, so ya, itll be good.
So i went to work today it was hell a busy . Like hella and there was
hella peeps working. But i guess at the end they sent me home cuz they
were hella over staffed, so I got to go home 4 hours early. but it was
coo. Oh yea Longest yard kicks ass, U gotta check it out ive seen it 3
times, haha Once wit Kristina, then the rest of the times when i was
bored at work, haha i still wanna see it again its hillarious.
now I guess i have to go watch star wars, still havent made the effort
to watch it but i will, its on my list haha, if anybody wants to go wit
me, let me know it'll be free. Aight latez
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| You knowits crazy
6 months ago i thought night kife sucked so much,
6 months ago i thought everything i did only turned out to be worse
6 months ago i decided to let go, and never look back
6 months ago It could have been that my life turned to a slum, i have to say it was the worst time of my life
Yet 6 months ago I realized something that I wished I should have realized earlier,
6 months ago My life changed not only was the worst time, yet something happened to me
6 months ago I got the best thing in life, since bieng born
6 months ago I decided to take a chance at something I never realized
6 months ago I opened my eyes and saw that true love was right in front of me
6 months ago I decided to flow with life and see what it brings me
6 months ago I honestly never thought I could love someone as much as I love you.
6 months ago I never thought I could feel this way for somebody
6 months ago I finally broke my twisted curse of bad luck and tragedy, and finally made a decision that only brought my light back into my life
There is nobody I could ever love more than u My Princessa its been the best 6 months , and many more until eternity,
Awesome fact, Its friday may 20 and well its our 6 month anniverary, and Prom nite biznatches, haha crazy but aight its 4:49 i told her ill pick her up at 6:30 so i got an hour to do whatever, haha i only need 10 to 20 minutes to get ready, shower, shave, comb, and put on suit and walla lookin sexy haha, aight latez!!!!! Luv ya lots | | |
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